If a Nerd Removes Her
I see my reflection in the
Without eyelids, but big and
The pupils are pretty dark, the rest is white so.. they seem like cat eyes.
The cheeks are a pink shade
because it seems like I'm always blushing.
Taking care of myself.. I never
really did but I want to try it sometime....
Long hair with a soft feeling, down to the waist, can also be seen.
But all these are hidden.
A pair of black glasses with
ridiculously thick rims cover my cat eyes,
The pink shaded cheeks which
stand out even more with white skin..
are covered by fake freckles
drawn with brown pencil-eyeliner.
Flowing black hair which any
guy falls for
is always tied so it is
impossible to tell if the hair is pretty or not.
This hiding and covering
business started since 7 years ago.
I had a sister who was 1 year
older, but she died of a car accident 8 years ago because of me.
The thought I don't want to
remember comes up in my head again.
Her last, warm look...
My parents' tears, who expected
more out of my sister than me.
I was a small 10-year-old who
felt only mad than sad that my sister wouldn't play with me anymore.
Now that my sister has died..
Until now I've come to live as a replacement of my sister to my parents.
For almost 7 years I've hidden
my true self, pretending to be my sister.
My current fake look which is
impersonating my sister.....
Good at studying, likes
studying, quiet, kind but ugly.
But my real self which I am
Don't prefer studying,
light-headed, violent girl, and a pretty face but dirty personality.
I'm always tired of these two
I try to live in my sister's
look with my parents or at school..
I desperately try to hide or
cover my look when it is about to show..
The people around me know only
my fake existence.
These days, there are many
times when I even forget how I really am.
I might even have to forget my
real look, permanently.
I can't breathe.
I want to run away.
This reality is so suffocating
I think I might go insane.
I just hope.
If someone will find my real
But.. does that person even
If the person does exist, when
will he come to me?
When I am in a different look,
how will he find me?
If SDTG is my first internet novel that I've read, this, on the other hand it the first Korean fanfiction that I've read. <3
MP3! MP3! MP3! LOL (hahaha)
I really like the character of Kang San Ha. o(^^o) (o^^o) (o^^)o He got such incredibly bad temper but he expresses he's love in a weird but sweet way to Hwang Sung Hye. ＼（＾ ＾）／
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If A Nerd Removes Her Glasses